My Grandma Daisy

Ok so I been home in va for a few days now, usually by now I'd have visited my grandma, but while I was away she fell in her home, got hurt and is now unable to take care of herself so she has moved into a nursing home... That's not tha problem, tha situation gets worse becuz now from wat my fam is tellin me.. She isn't tha person she was...almost like her soul has left her body.. im use to the talkative, askin questions, jokes, askin to borrow my sneakers or tennis ,as she has always called them, Grandma... Somewhere from after tha fall or sumin she became unable to take care of herself and is not 100 anymore and is havin trouble remembering family, people, places, and things... This isn't the first time I've dealt wit this, my great grandmother has tha same issue.. And I'm left feelin like my grandma isn't here anymore, she's...... Somewhere.. Well here physically but not mentally.... She has always lived two blocks away from me pretty much my whole life and now I feel as if she a million miles away.. Tryin to work up my strength to go see her but wat if I get there and she doesn't recognize me??? Tha last time I seen her was when I was home in august and she was perfect...SMH... Why do bad things happen to good people??? 2009 REALLY WASN'T MY YEAR...